I finally decided to write something, whether it's in Chinese or in English.

The original intention of the establishment of this blog is to note down things I've been thinking for a short time. I have ADHD, so keeping concise and delibrate thought is difficult. I want to make myself, at least, seemed less like an empty shell that only chase for dopamine and everything that give me the feeling by my nervous system.

Is that pathetic? I cannot differentiate them anymore. I cannot

The true invention of generative artifical intellegence has, in some way, ruined our root of being "human", we differentiate ourselves than other animals because we have a mind, a soul. However, when everything we've encountered can conform to a certain behavior or algorithm. Are we really superior?

Or we're just a predictive machine developed by nature just like LLM?

Do we really gain our mind and soul all by the evolution of our brain, a organ that has enough power of computation, thus evolve into a machine of prediction?

How do we define the borderline of consciousness.

I don't really have the answer.

I read about a blogpost on douyin, and I thought " this is a really immersing passage. ". Then I read in the comment section that this is actually written with deepseek.

At that time I was kinda furious, yet a bit sad.

If one day, AI is better in articulating thoughts than us, then do we really have freedom of thoughts? Or our brain is no difference than a probabilistic model?

To think of it is extremely frightful. AI can already generate better passage than most average humans. The superior in engineering and mathematics is no surprise. But if AI can surpass humans in arts and social science, then do we really think in the way we thought?

What really differentiate us from animals? The use of tool? Or the ability to think "differently" as we used to belive, or more importantly, the ability of thinking in general.

Do we really have the previlege anymore? Probably no, probably no...